Do you love me? That is something I'm dying to know. you've got in to college in 8 days; I'm crying every night but I think I should keep it to myself.
Our anniversary is in 7 days & all I can say is ... probably nothing. I'm not sure why I'm not happy bout it. In fact, I feel like throwing this relationship away.  I don't know whether the way you treat me, the way you lie to me, the way you do your annoyed face to me, I don't know, but whatever it is, I want to give up on us.
I don't know what is the point of you being with me, I don't. All those promises aren't meant to broken y'know?


I know that we've made promises on our future, get married & stuffs but after being in a relationship with you for a year, I'm not sure I can make it up to you. Sooner or later, I'm pretty sure I can't make it up to you.
All I ask for you not to lie to me, do what as you promise, because right now, I wish I've never met you, back in 2010. Worse, I think of my ex, because I fell deep for him & it's not impossible for me to think of him whenever you're acting like an ass.
I'm tired, I'm tired of saying i'm tired. Tired of this, of us, of trying & crying.
I'm not even looking forward to our anniversary, all I want is us to be over.