Why wont you bbm me? Are you even interested to talk to me? I swear every time I get mad over you not bbm-ing me, it feels like I'm forcing you to talk to me. Yet, it feels exactly how you force me to love you. Is it really a big of a deal?

I swear you've changed so so so much & every time I tried to confront you, you fight back. So I guess, I'll just..blog about you.
"I'm strong, I'm strong, I'm strong" , those are the words I whisper to myself every night. As much as how much I want to end this relationship, you won't let me go. But then, why treat me like shit?

Remember that you told me how would you treat me if you're cheating on me? You're doing it right now.
If you're fed up with me, just let me go because I'm fed up.
There's nothing to hold on to.

This is the first i've ever blogged this long because I know this time I'm not gonna work anything out any more. It's your turn now. You don't want to bbm me? Fine, don't even talk to me at all.
I'm sick of depending on you to change back to the old you. I guess it won't happen.

Is it a monthly thing to buat hal?
I AM SO SICK OF EVERYTHING I SWEARRRR!
I just can't wait the day you'd ever let me go.