I miss you so much.
It hurts every time I think of you or see your name on my timeline and it's killing me how our love is such a huge ego. I do want to be the first one to say "hye" but every time as I'm about to press 'send', my whole body starts to shake, and I would think a thousand times about it but end up not sending the message because I'm scared id regret it, however, I'm slowly regretting not talking to him. One word; dilemma!
I guess this is it. This is the end of everything. I would like to thank you so much for being there for me at every events, making sure I'm alright all night, dealing with my insecurities from time to time. Thank you so much for the experience. Thank you for letting me doing all these crazy stuffs. Thank you for accepting me for who I am. Thank you for loving me.
I think I'm scared of falling because I fell too hard because. I've been there and eventually everyone else will. Falling in love is something sweet and beautiful and all that but once you're broken, you can't accept love the way you did before.
I guess we both fall in love to fast
I'll see you some time around, my dearest friend.
I'll always remember you and I love you.
